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Pain...aggravation....frusteration.... DEPRESSION.

Sun Jun 14, 2009, 9:55 PM
  • Mood: Irritated
  • Listening to: something happy....
  • Reading: Nothin right now
  • Watching: cant find anything.
  • Playing: Crysis wars..... kinda.
  • Eating: not enough sugar.
  • Drinking: apple juice.
Well... I burned myself a month ago at the Wendeys I was working at and quit because I couldnt work and got an offer to work IT maintenance. My burn is finally starting to heal up an I no longer have to wear a bandage.... but I havnt gotten to work for more then a week and it seems impossible to get my A+ certification because no place will let me take it unless I pay for 5 or more tests. Or am a student..... which I cant afford.

To top it off one of the games I play most has become corrupted already , Crysis wars , Almost every time I play there is a cheater in the game that cannot be killed in any matter , and can teleport all over the map pr even be invisible. So now because I never get a fair fight my skills are just plain old going down the drain and I have nothing to occupy me. I'm not even getting any news on new technology coming out or E-mails from my usual places. (yes that includes naughty sites). I just dont know what to do to kill time , I cant drive so I cant go anywhere and all my friends live far away. My GF lives over 8000 miles away so as much as I want to see her and cuddle her I cant do that , I cant et comfort from anywhere.

I'm sorry all my journals are negative.

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  • Current Residence: My little dungeon of happyness.
  • Interests: Welllllll.........a lot
  • Favourite movie: Iron man
  • Favourite band or musician: Nobuo Uematsu
  • Favourite genre of music: ummmm.... I dunno what its called
  • Favourite artist: Karbo, and Byoki-Desu
  • Favourite style of art: Shiny limbs for some reason
  • Operating System: Windows 7
  • Wallpaper of choice: GITS theme
  • Skin of choice: My own Ghost in the shell theme
  • Favourite game: Grandia2 FF7 and Legacy of Kain series in that order
  • Favourite gaming platform: all
  • Favourite cartoon character: Anime: Washu
  • Tools of the Trade: mouse and keyboard

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:iconmag1cwind0w:
Hi Drudicta!

I'm very sorry to post this long message, but I've got a very bad new: I've just formatted my hard disk because my computer was attacked by a virus yesterday, before logoff my computer in the morning, I've lost my Internet connection and most of my documents were damaged, including those on my external hard drive, which is constantly running!
Fortunately, I've made a backup of all my .psd files (Photoshop) made since July 2009, my upcoming "O Sunny Day" icon set project, my "Pictures" folder (which contains many artworks that I downloaded on DeviantART!) and some importants documents necessary for my studies.
But, I've lost all my others documents and downloaded files since September 2008 (I've made my latest complete backup of my data one year ago)!
All my musics, softwares, miscs documents, mods (before joining DeviantART in June 2009, I was very active as a modder for The Elder Scrolls IV: Oblivion, on the TES Nexus, Planet Elder Scrolls and Wiwiland websites, and on the official forums of Bethesda Softworks ...), applications and firmware for my iPod touch (I've found all of these things on the web... ; ) ) and much more... Damaged and lost!!! :( :( :(

Since several months I'm very unlucky with my computer!
-> July? A trojan on my computer! I've taken about 28 hours for fixing the problem, without sleeping!
-> September? My old computer was died! Corrupted BIOS and damaged CPU by overheating!
-> November? an other virus! All my data were lost! Noooooo!

Really unlucky, huh?

Now, I must reinstall all my softwares and games, downloading all the updates for Windows (Fortunately, there are currently only 13 updates for Windows 7! Whew!), downloading lots of files (more than 120GB of miscs data: mods, softwares, applications for iPhone/iPod touch...), rearrange my workspace and reinstalling Ubuntu 9.10 "Karmic Koala" on my hard disk, a dual-boot with Windows 7...
Lots of things for the next days!
Yes, I'm very unlucky... :cries:


Otherwise, to answer about the below comments, I'm very interested by the Japanese culture too since several months, since I've joined DeviantART (I'm really tired of the culture, history and lifestyle of my country, France...)...
I like more and more Japan, and Southeast Asia (Philippines, Thailand and Indonesia), day after day...
These countries are so beautiful, unique, with a great culture and lifestyle...~☺

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:bulletblue::bulletgreen::chew::bulletorange: The imagination is our peaceful, happy and colorful world :bulletorange::bulletyellow::bulletgreen::bulletblue:
:icondrudicta:
O.O Big post. Thats completely alright. But to tell you the truth formatting was entirly unnecessary. You could have gotten rid of it since it wasnt a big doozy that corrupts every file as you open it then prevents you from opening your Anti-virus. >.<

The only time I format my harddrive is (this has happened once) if I get a virus that corrupts ALL my files and prevents me from opening my Anti-virus or installing anything. (eventually keeping from booting at all) and then if I just feel like running a clean windows again. x3 /I suggesst running an Anti-virus called "AVAST!" The home edition is free and is only different from pro in the fact that pro will let you mess up system code if you wish.

And yeah... Japan rocks. =3

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I like erm.... bein.... food.... Karbo would understand.
:iconmag1cwind0w:
I'm agree with you, formatting my hard disk wasn't very necessary...
I always used Norton Internet Security since I've got a computer (since 2004), but I'm not very satisfied with the current version, Norton Antivirus 2009...
I've got some compatibilities issues with Windows 7 and I think it does not protect effectively my computer...
Hmm... Maybe I'll uninstall Norton Antivirus and install Avast!, but, my Norton license is valid for three computers, which would be a shame if not used, especially since I intend to buy a laptop soon, more designed for my studies and when traveling...

Oh! Japan rocks! Yay! :aww:

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:bulletblue::bulletgreen::chew::bulletorange: The imagination is our peaceful, happy and colorful world :bulletorange::bulletyellow::bulletgreen::bulletblue:
:icondrudicta:
"AVAST!" is freeeeeeeeee. =3

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I like erm.... bein.... food.... Karbo would understand.
:iconstreakfree:
USA person!!! XD

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:icondrudicta:
O.O Not USA person whom I'm assuming is Japanese and will soon obsess over because of it.

(whew that was long winded. *takes deep breathes*)

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:iconstreakfree:
has that happened before? XD

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:icondrudicta:
Nope. :3 Are you Japanese? x3

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I like erm.... bein.... food.... Karbo would understand.
:iconstreakfree:
Nope. I'm American. I don't know if I've met any Japanese people on here. I don't really trust the internet nationalities though. I once had a neighbor that was a 13yr old white girl and she had the fake identity of an 18yr. old Japanese orphan gay teen. She had certain websites tabbed so that she could search for vocab words and timezone. It was sorta creepy that people believed she was actually a Japanese orphan.

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